My Mantra for the time being:

i need to get the fuck out of here. i need to get the fuck out of here. i need to get the fuck out of here.

I like: alone

I like being alone more and more lately. Not just in the sense of lacking a significant other, just being alone. I like not going out every night. I enjoy falling asleep sober at 10 in the evening and waking up naturally at 9. I like feeling good throughout the day and having energy to run and to take my dog on walks. I love my books. Being immersed in something other than T.V. or other people's problems and drama is so...ah! GREAT!

Don't get me wrong. I enjoy the occasional night of drunken debauchery and good times to be had. I like time well spent with my friends. But I refuse to become one of those people. People who are well over the age of 25, live off of friends/relatives/suckers, don't have jobs/careers/dreams and are losers. LOSERS!!! Losers who feel the need to have at least 5 drinks + every night and HAVE to go out, HAVE to be seen even though their body is deteriorating. Suck the money and life and help out of every one they know. Why do we put up with this? Maybe it's the ultimate hipster type way, but goddamn. I think you, you losers, are stupid.

I cant' explain it, but something in my snapped. Negative people, objects, situations and attitudes need not apply in my life.

Here's to the beginning of something wonderful! It can only get better from here on out!